Her Floor. My Mouth. One Quiet Room.
We didnโt need a soundtrack. Just breath, bold silence, and that one weird little machine that made the plants sing.
We didnโt go to the concert.
Didnโt fake excitement or pretend the bass drop could drown out whatever was really going on.
Skipped the chaos. Dodged the dopamine.
We went somewhere quiet instead.
A park she once cried in โ alone, on a Monday.
Concrete still holding the shape of her knees.
Grass still whispering I remember.
We walked like we werenโt in a hurry to impress anyone.
No destination. No performative joy.
Just air. Just her. Just that strange little device I brought โ
the one that turns plants into music.
Yeah, thatโs a real thing. Some chlorophyll confessional.
Didnโt tell her why I brought it. Maybe I didnโt even know.
Maybe I just needed to hear something honest that wasnโt human.
Either way, it worked.
We found a patch of earth.
Laid down like weโd done it a thousand times.
Shared a beer that tasted like a dare.
Not good. Not bad. Just ours.
The sky blushed and the silence got bold.
Her mouth met mine like it wasnโt trying to sell me anything.
Like it didnโt need a climax. Just contact.
Later, back at her place, the floor was all we needed.
Dog curled at our feet like heโd seen this movie before.
Cat pretending not to care, but watching from the shadows.
And us โ
two bodies in a quiet room,
figuring out how to stay soft without falling apart.
I couldโve asked to stay.
Couldโve laid beside her โ not to cross a line, just to be near.
To breathe in the same quiet.
To maybe shift the shape of her dreams,
or ease the heaviness she still carried from the one that woke her in tears.
She told me about it.
And even though I didnโt have the right words,
I wouldโve stayed โ just to make sure she didnโt feel alone in it.
But I didnโt.
I told her you should get some sleep, not we.
Not because I didnโt want to stay,
but because I didnโt want to take more than she was ready to give.
And maybe thatโs what care looks like, sometimes โ
not staying, even when you want to.
Not out of fear.
But out of love that knows how to wait.
There will be another night.
Another bed.
Another kind of sleep that doesnโt have to carry so much.
No confessions. No curated intimacy.
Just breath and presence and the occasional kiss
that felt more like a prayer than foreplay.
No one climaxed. No one cried.
But something in me stayed.
And maybe thatโs the whole point.
The nights worth remembering are the ones that donโt try too hard.
The ones that donโt make it to your camera roll.
Because they live somewhere softer.
The kind of night where the grass holds you.
And for once,
you donโt fight it.
And maybe if Iโd stayed, she wouldnโt have had to dream alone.
// Scorpio Veil
For the ones who skipped the noise,
who brought the magic without announcing it,
who knew the real moments donโt beg to be witnessed.
This is for the ones who didnโt chase the nightโ
they let it hold them. Quietly. Completely.